Still Remembering the Figure of the Late Mother, Kiki Farrel: Can't Help but Cry

Kapanlagi.com - Seven days after the death of Dahlia Ramli, Kiki Farrel still cannot believe that her mother is gone forever. During the seven days since her mother's passing, Kiki Farrel often cries when she remembers her mother.

When met in the Ciputat area, South Tangerang, on Wednesday night (18/6), Kiki Farrel recounted moments when her mother was still alive. She went through a lot during Dahlia Ramli's fluctuating health condition.

"I still remember it so well, which is why even on the seventh day I still can't hold back my tears," said Kiki Farrel.

"From the first time I worked on a shoot until the last one in 2017 before my mother got sick, I often took my mother out for a walk. Even when she was sick, her condition fluctuated. She was sick in 2017, healthy in 2018, dropped again in 2019, better in 2020 and 2021, and now in 2022 she's sick again," she continued.

1. Cure Longing

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When the longing comes, Kiki Farrel copes by reading her Whatsapp message history with her mother. Of course, there are many things she no longer feels after her mother's passing.

"If it's like the first day after my mother died, I'll send a morning message because that day was a Friday and I had to shoot, which was supposed to be done on Thursday but the day was switched. Usually, my mother would ask if I had woken up, if I had walked, if I had arrived, how long the shoot would be, she would ask non-stop. But yesterday, no one asked, so I just sent a message as if my mother received it and read it," she said.

2. Visited in a Dream

Kiki said that her family was visited by the late Dahlia Ramli. Including herself, Kiki Farrel saw her mother in a slightly scary dream.

"I dreamt of my mother the next day, on Friday. I dreamt of my mother, the next day my little sister, and then my nephew who took care of my mother. Several people have dreamt of her," said Kiki Farrel.

3. Mother's Smile

Indirectly, Kiki Farrel seemed to see a glimpse of hell in her dream when she met her mother. But in that dream, Kiki Farrel was slightly relieved because her mother seemed to smile at her.

"If I dreamt that my mother died the next day, I dreamt that I took my mother to the hospital and there all the patients were cancer patients. The first patient the doctor treated was by placing a hot iron on his leg until he screamed. I was shocked," she said.

"Doctor, is my mother being treated like this? Then the doctor said no, your mother is not being treated like this. After that, my mother smiled and the dream ended," she continued.

(kpl/irf/rsp)