The Story of Susan Sameh Who Admits Wanting to Wear Hijab Immediately: Honestly, I'm Afraid of Dying

Susan Sameh added that this year she has been praying a lot so that her desire to wear hijab can be fulfilled.

"Honestly, I'm even really happy when there's a role wearing a headscarf. Because for the past year, I've honestly really wanted to wear a headscarf. But I'm still strengthening my faith, myself. Because I don't want, until it's worn and then opened, I don't want," said Susan at the Starvision office, Cempaka Putih, Central Jakarta, on Friday (20/1/2023).

"This year I really prayed and shared with my mom and everyone, that I really want to wear a headscarf. But now I am trying to strengthen my heart and improve myself," she said.

Susan Sameh has her own reasons why she really wants to wear a hijab. Billy Syahputra's ex-girlfriend admitted that she is afraid of dying.

"Honestly, I'm afraid of dying. I always think like this, if I forget to pray and things like that, I always think that I don't know how long I will live. We never know, we are never told, and there will never be a sign from Allah when we will die," she said.

"I'm afraid that it will all be too late and I'm thinking, what should I do? We live in this world to worship, sorry if I'm wrong but this is what I feel. So I want to always strive to be better," she added.

However, still questioning myself when is the right time to wear hijab.

"Well, that's it, that's what I want to ask the cleric. It's also a question for myself, until when? Until what point, is this the time? It's also a thought for me, until when, wait for what. Don't be late like that. That's what I'm afraid of," Susan Sameh concluded.