Before Hijrah, Dewi Sandra Lost Direction and Almost Committed Suicide

Kapanlagi.com - Dewi Sandra is known as a domestic artist who has long decided to hijrah. Now she looks even more beautiful and enchanting with a hijab.

Not long ago, The Sungkars Family YouTube channel shared their togetherness with Dewi Sandra (29/4). At that time, Dewi Sandra was invited to have a conversation with Shireen Sungkar and Fenita Arie.

Shireen and Fenita admitted that they greatly admire Dewi Sandra. Then Dewi Sandra began to tell her hijrah story.

1. The Beginning of Hijrah

At first, Shireen told the story of Teuku Wisnu, her husband who decided to migrate. Then Shireen asked about the beginning of Dewi Sandra's story when she decided to migrate.

"Well, if I go way back. Maybe many people don't know that I used to attempt suicide, I even had a knife in my hand. I wanted to crash into a car. But at that time, I was in the middle of singing. But at the same time, my mother was sick with kidney failure, and there were also problems in my marriage. Well, things that made me think 'Am I really crazy? I've never stolen, I've never hurt anyone.' From my heart, you know. Why do they treat me like this? Why do they keep taking people away one by one? This is how life is, huh?" Dewi said.

"Until finally, I became like a stressed person. I was absent-minded everywhere. I couldn't have a proper conversation with anyone. I just stared at people. But when I went on stage, I was still focused," she continued.

2. Received Guidance from the Quran

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Then Dewi admitted that she had been invited to a study by Mbak Lia Nanang. Over time, she began to learn to read the Quran from that study.

"Now this is the answer I've been looking for. Allah says this. Allah says something like this in the Quran. Well, we've never read the Quran, right? So, I'm the one who's like, wow, it's really cool. It's like meeting an old lover again. Oh, I've been in love with him all this time. And then, when we finally meet, it feels like ting, ting, ting (blossoming)," said Dewi.

"Indeed, Allah understands the human heart the most. And the answer is truly given when our hearts are ready. And it seems that at that time, I was at ground zero. So, it seems that I received guidance one by one. Oh Allah, I want it to be like this until now," she added.

(kpl/lmp)