Contains Love Messages, BCL Uploads Touching Video Commemorating Time Together with Ashraf Sinclair

Kapanlagi.com - This year's Eid feels different for Bunga Citra Lestari and her family. Apart from the pandemic that requires staying at home, Ashraf Sinclair's presence is no longer there. The longing is certainly felt especially by BCL and Noah.

After not uploading a new vlog for quite some time, this time BCL shared a video on her Youtube channel. It seems like she wants to express her longing and message to Ashraf, the video uploaded on May 30, 2020, was titled Dear Love.

"This is not an easy journey. I still don't know where I am. Sometimes I move forward two steps, then take one step back," wrote BCL in the uploaded video description.

1. Memories with Ashraf

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While reminiscing about last year's Eid al-Fitr, BCL expressed how quickly time flies. For her, celebrating Eid al-Fitr together with Ashraf feels like it was just yesterday.

"Dear Love, time has passed so quickly. It feels like we just celebrated Eid al-Fitr together yesterday. Visiting family and friends at home. Who knew that would be our last Eid al-Fitr," she said.

2. Takbiran Moment

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The 11-minute video also includes a moment when Ashraf and Noah went around reciting takbir on the previous holiday. And even though they can no longer do that activity, Noah still recites takbir at home with his grandfather.

3. Grateful Surrounded by Loved Ones

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In the midst of this different Eid atmosphere this year, BCL realizes that there are still many things that she can be grateful for. Moreover, she is surrounded by beloved people who are always ready to support her and Noah.

"In this moment, we increasingly realize that despite all the challenges that exist in our lives, we are grateful to have each other (family)," said BCL.

"This is us, sitting together, sharing love, sharing laughter because we know you want us to be happy," she added.

4. I Miss You, Each and Everyday

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Expressing her longing for Ashraf, BCL gives a touching message to her late husband.

"Dear Love, even though your body is no longer here, but your soul will always be with us. And praying for you is my way of loving you. Sorry for everything, I miss you, each and everyday," said Bunga Citra Lestari.

(kpl/lou)