Downcast, 10 Photos of Tamara Tyasmara at the Grave of Her Late Son - Still Preparing Eid Clothes Hoping for Dante's Arrival

Tamara Tyasmara looked very downcast and could only bow down when visited TPU Jeruk Purut on Wednesday (10/4).

For Tamara, this year's Eid is very different. Usually, she visits her father's grave, but now she also visits her son Dante's grave.

"This year should have been Dante's first fasting, learning to fast. I have also registered him for a short-term Islamic boarding school, his first year at the school. I miss the enthusiasm he had for suhoor, and on the night of takbir, seeing fireworks from the balcony fence of his room," she said.

In addition, Tamara also mentioned her tradition of wearing matching koko outfits during Eid. However, this year she no longer prepares them.

"My prayer this year is for Dante to be at peace there. I hope that during Eid, it is said that spirits can return home, so I hope Dante can come home. I have prepared his clothes, his prayer rug, everything, so that his sister can see that Mama has prepared everything. I hope everything goes smoothly, and after Eid, the case is resolved quickly so that Dante can rest peacefully," she continued.

Although still filled with sadness, Tamara admits that Dante is the person who has made her strong all this time. "Even Dante, if he's sad all the time, his Dante is also sad. That's what strengthens me, Allah is preparing something beautiful ahead, because this feels very unpleasant, very painful. Maybe Allah is preparing something, I don't know," she said.  

Furthermore, Tamara has also prepared a number of cakes and Dante's favorite food. Dante likes chocolate cookies with nuts. "I have prepared them at home, in case he comes and likes them, every Eid I always make them," she explained.

Some time ago, Dante approached Tamara through a dream. In her dream, Tamara and Dante were driving around in a car. Dante looked so happy and laughed a lot.

On the other hand, Tamara hopes that the case involving her son will be resolved soon and the perpetrator will be punished as severely as possible.

The beautiful artist also revealed that there has been no specific apology from the perpetrator. There is also no other good intention.