Kapanlagi.com - Some time ago, Fairuz A Rafiq experienced a miscarriage. At first, she was shocked and sad because she didn't feel any symptoms. But now she has started to recover and her condition is much better.
"It's much better now, because I believe that Allah knows what's best for me and my husband. So, humans can only plan, but God determines," said Fairuz A Rafiq in the Tendean area, South Jakarta, recently.
"Yesterday, I was down and sad because it was shocking when I checked my pregnancy and suddenly received bad news. Because there were no feelings at all. No symptoms, no exhaustion," she continued.
1. Encouragement from Family
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Not only she herself feels very sad but her first child, King Faaz Arafiq, also feels the same way. However, she is grateful for the support and encouragement from her beloved husband, Sonny Septian, and their children.
"Faaz cried a lot when it happened, I was already sad and became even sadder seeing his reaction. Fortunately, there are children at home who can entertain me and make me happy, maybe it's just not meant to be," said Fairuz A Rafiq.
2. Can't Wait to Have Another Child
Although there is still a little trauma at the moment, she is eager to have another child. She has also consulted with a doctor to be able to get pregnant with their third child as soon as possible.
"Actually, there is still a worry about getting pregnant again, wondering if it will happen again or not. That fear will never go away, every check-up is about how the development is going. Because those things cannot be predicted. It's all up to Allah," she said.
"Yesterday, I talked to the doctor, had a check-up on the uterus, checked the results of the curettage, everything was fine. I asked, 'Can I have another child right away, doctor?', and the doctor said 'Yes, you can'. Hopefully, Allah will give it soon. It seems like having three (children) is perfect. Sonny wants a girl, and I also want a girl, but Faaz wants a boy," she concluded.
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