Maia Estianty's Expression Leaving Dul Jaelani at the Age of 6 Years After Divorce From Ahmad Dhani

Kapanlagi.com - Which mother wouldn't be heartbroken when she has to separate from her own flesh and blood. That's what Maia Estianty felt at that time when leaving her three sons after divorcing Ahmad Dhani. 

Feelings of sadness, confusion, fear, and guilt haunted Maia at that time, especially towards Dul Jaelani. When divorcing and having to leave Ahmad Dhani's house, Maia had to leave her youngest son who was 6 years old at that time. 

"Back when I separated from Dul, the thing that I feared the most and made me sad was, in my mind, when for example a little child asks, 'Why did dad and mom get divorced?' Ah, that really made me unable to hold back and it was really heartbreaking and made me sad and cry," said Maia Estianty as quoted on youtube ALELDUL FAM TV. 

1. Cannot Provide a Perfect Life

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Maia also mentioned that one of the things that made her sad at that time was feeling guilty because she couldn't provide a perfect life for her son. And that mistake continues to linger in her ears. 

"Because I couldn't provide a perfect life for him. In other words, according to children his age, a perfect life means having both parents together. But I couldn't give that to these three children, and it always echoes in my ears that, 

2. Maia Estianty's Strictness

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Maia also revealed her biggest fear after leaving Dul Jaelani. She is afraid that she won't be able to provide an answer about the reason for her divorce with Ahmad Dhani when Dul asks. 

"If Dul is near me and always asks why his parents divorced, oh I can't answer. And imagining him with his 6-year-old face, wow, it's really extraordinary and it always makes me sad when I remember that,"

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