Nunung's Story Facing Her Lowest Point Until Selling Assets, from Boarding Houses to Rice Fields

"I think, yes, I did good, but it turns out doing good doesn’t necessarily mean it’s right, but it turns out doing good doesn’t necessarily mean it’s right, yes, I was wrong or I myself went astray, right? I once had a case with my husband, you know, yes, let it be," said Nunung when met in the Tebet area, South Jakarta, Sunday (16/3/2025).   "So, Allah gives luxury, oh, enough, everything I asked for was granted, in the end, well, you’re wrong yourself, so just like that, it’s over," Nunung continued.

Although she lost a lot of possessions, Nunung now prioritizes her health more. She realizes that health is far more valuable than the wealth that has vanished.

"Until now I still can’t think, where did it all go, I still can’t think. I had so many assets, you know, there was a villa, boarding houses, then a house, rice fields," she said.   "But where did it all go? But it’s okay, what’s important now is health, I ask to be given health, to be able to be active. Because health is very expensive," added Nunung.

Facing the bitter reality in her life, Nunung recalls the lowest point she has ever experienced. For her, the moment when she was left by her mother five years ago was the biggest blow.  

"If the lowest point was actually five years ago, when I was left by my mother. My mother heard that I was involved in a case, suffered from a prolonged illness until there was nothing left, I really still can't forgive myself until now. Almost five years later, I still haven't dared to visit my mother's grave," Nunung revealed.

In addition, Nunung still feels she is not strong enough to visit her mother's grave. Deep regret makes her wish she could go back to her childhood to show more devotion to her parents.   "So, I still feel not strong enough, my heart is not strong, I feel, oh if I could be returned to being a child again, and my mother was still there, I would keep kissing my mother's feet, my paradise," she said.

"It's all fate, it has been lived through, now what I can do is always send my prayers for my mother, my father, my child, everyone, and also for my own health," he concluded.