Portrait of Verrell Bramasta Crying While Telling His Lowest Point in Life, Once Thought of Jumping from an Apartment!

Verrell shared his painful experience and near-death experience with Natasha Wilona on the IWil Network Youtube channel.

The story began when Verrell was in his third year of high school. At that time, Verrell was very sad about his parents' separation.

Verrell and Athala lived with Venna Melinda after the divorce. During his stay at his mother's house, Verrell was not allowed to meet his father, Ivan Fadilla.

"At that time, my parents suddenly separated, and I stayed with my mother. I was not allowed to meet my father at that time," said Verrell Bramasta.

Because he missed his father, Verrell secretly decided to visit him, who lived in an apartment in the Pejaten area. "When I came back (from my friend's house), I went to my father's apartment because I missed him. When I came back, I wanted to meet him because I just found out that he lived there," said Verrell.

After returning home, Venna apparently found out about Verrel's actions and immediately scolded him. They argued about Verrell secretly meeting his father. "My mom said, like 'why do you need to meet your dad for all sorts of things like this,'" said Verrell while crying.

Since then, Verrell has considered all his actions to be wrong in his mother's eyes. He even feels like his life is worthless after his parents divorced.

"I feel like I want to commit suicide. I feel like I've done everything right, I try to be strong but why am I still always wrong like this. Until finally, what's the point of me living if I'm always wrong in all of your eyes," said Verrell.