Former Topp Dogg Member Reveals Experience of Being Bullied by Teammates, Once Tried to Jump Out of Window to End Life

Kapanlagi.com - Trot singer Park Hyun Ho is a former member of the boy group Topp Dogg, currently known as Xeno-T. Recently, the former idol who used the stage name Seogoong revealed his dark life experiences.

In an interview with the YouTube channel Idol Olympics, Park Hyun Ho discussed his current life and past. Park Hyun Ho, who is currently filming for the KBS National Trot Sports Festival, admitted that what people say about him is true.

"I've heard people say that I switched to trot because I failed as an idol. Honestly, they're not wrong. It's true, because I switched to a different genre because my attempt to become an idol didn't go smoothly," said Park Hyun Ho, as quoted from Koreaboo.

1. Being Bullied

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Park Hyun Ho continued the interview by expressing the pain and trauma from the bullying experience he received. Carefully, he admitted that his experience might not be a true example of bullying, but for him, it should not have happened at the wrong time.

"It was the moment when I decided to give up my dream as an idol. It was the meeting when I decided to leave Topp Dogg, my teammates voted in front of me. 'If you want Seogoong (stage name of Park Hyun Ho) to leave the group, raise your hand,' and all the members raised their hands. It was the worst thing," he recalled.

2. Attempting Suicide

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Furthermore, Park Hyun Ho revealed that the situation became worse right after he left the group because of his father's reaction. Therefore, Park Hyun Ho became desperate and tried to end his life by jumping out of the window.

"After leaving the group, I took my belongings from the dorm and went home. My father was angry and blamed me. He blamed my personality. I was at my lowest point mentally, so I opened the window and tried to jump out. However, my father grabbed onto my clothes in an attempt to stop me. He held onto it so tightly that my clothes tore. When I look back on it, I realize how foolish my behavior was and how much pain my father felt because of it," Park Hyun Ho explained.

Although Park Hyun Ho may not have had the best or successful experience as an idol, hopefully, he can take on new challenges as a trot singer. Fighting!

(kor/rsp)