Sulli's Confessions During Dating with Choiza Revealed, Despite Being Opposed by Her Mother, It Turns Out...

Kapanlagi.com - Recently, the name Sulli has once again become the center of attention after the airing of the Docuplex program on MBC, which discusses the passing of former fx member. In its latest episode, the program revealed some diary entries by Sulli, who passed away on October 14, 2019.

It turns out that this diary was written by Sulli since she was very young. Although the writings in the diary cannot explain Sulli's feelings in detail, at least there is an idea of what she felt when writing those notes.

1. Touching Confessions

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In one of her confessions, Sulli talked about herself and her relationship with her family. Young Sulli's writing tends to be sad and heartbreaking.

"It's been a long time since I wrote in this diary.
Today, I dreamt that my teeth fell out. I wasn't very happy about it. I went to the recording studio and watched a video about myself, and I looked... very dirty and ugly. I feel ashamed thinking that people will point and judge me. Why can't I be more confident? If I think about it... It seems like I'm still affected by the pain in my heart from the past, even though I can't remember it well. I never received unconditional love. Father left me even though I didn't do anything wrong. I feel like Mother will also leave if I behave badly, so I ignore myself and follow her opinions and desires," wrote Sulli as quoted from Koreaboo.

2. A Ray of Hope

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However, a few years later, precisely in 2014, Sulli showed a happier side of herself. It turns out that this moment was written when Sulli was dating Choiza from Dynamic Duo.

"Today, I went to the nail salon with Jaeho Oppa (Choiza). I am happy because I feel like we have found something else that we can do together. I don't need anything else... No matter what happens in the future or what people say, I am very happy now. I am so happy to the point that I don't want to miss the emotions that I feel, I want to remember everything, and I want to experience even the smallest things. Oppa is someone who is very precious to me. I appreciate everything about him. How can someone be so pure, kind-hearted, uncalculating, smart, wise, trustworthy, and warm?" Sulli wrote in her diary.

"It is impossible not to love him. He is very precious. He may be the most precious person to me for the rest of my life. I am happy. I am very lucky to have met him. This is happiness," she continued.

3. Negative Response

This article reveals that Sulli trusted and relied on Choiza when they were dating, just like any other couple. Viewers felt relieved after knowing that Sulli was happy in that relationship.

Unfortunately, when the documentary highlighting Sulli's past relationship aired, Choiza was attacked by netizens with negative comments. Especially after Sulli's mother revealed that she opposed their relationship at that time.

(kor/rsp)