Sulli's Diary Confession, Pressured by Family and Found Happiness in Relationship with Choiza

Kapanlagi.com - As known, MBC released a documentary about the late Sulli titled DOCUPLEX. In this program, they also revealed the contents of the idol-actress's diary, which narrates her troubled relationship with her family and her happiness while being in a relationship with Choiza.

1. Heartbreaking Confessions About Her Family

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In the first revealed diary, Sulli wrote it when she was younger. Where this writing successfully made the audience feel the pain.

"I haven't written a diary for a long time.

Today I dreamt that my teeth were broken. I don't feel happy about it. I went to the studio and watched my own video, I looked... so dirty and ugly. I feel embarrassed thinking about how people will point and judge me. Why am I not confident? If I think about it again... I am still influenced by the old wounds in my heart even though I can't remember them well anymore.

I have never received written love. Father left me even though I did nothing wrong. I feel like mother will leave me too if I behave wrongly, so I forget myself and follow her opinions and desires," wrote Sulli as quoted by Koreaboo.

2. Happy Because of Choiza

Meanwhile, in her diary during her relationship with Choiza, it was revealed that being in a relationship with the musician made Sulli happy. From the excerpt of her diary, it is clear that Sulli relied heavily on the man who is 13 years older than her.

"Today, I went to the nail salon with Jaeho Oppa (Choiza's real name). I am happy because I feel like we have found something else to do together. I don't need anything else... No matter what happens in the future or what people say, I am very happy now. I am so happy that I don't want to miss out on all the emotions I feel, I want to remember them all, and I want to experience even the smallest things.

Oppa is someone who is so precious to me. I truly love everything about him. How can someone be so innocent, kind, selfless, intelligent, wise, trustworthy, and warm?

It feels impossible not to fall in love with him. He is so valuable. He may be the most valuable person in my life. I am so happy. I am grateful to have met him. This is happiness," Sulli wrote about her ex.

3. Harsh Criticism Floods In

On the other hand, Sulli's mother revealed that her daughter changed drastically since being involved with Choiza. Netizens then flooded the comment section of this Dynamic Duo member's social media with harsh words.

(kpl/jje)